I am Medashisha Warbah from Meghalaya. In 2023, I was first introduced to what is known as Tapping as a method of prayer. At that time, my understanding of it was very limited. I knew the structure and the steps, and I attempted to follow them as a form of prayer especially my personal prayer. Yet, without truly encountering its depth, my practice remained inconsistent. It was something I turned to occasionally, but it did not take root in my spiritual life.

A profound change came in January 2026, when I attended Christara. It was there that my understanding was transformed entirely. What I had once considered merely a structured prayer revealed itself to be a deeply personal encounter with God—a living dialogue of the soul with its Creator. It became clear to me that this is not just reciting words alone, but about entering into communion with the Lord, much like a child speaking intimately with a loving Father or interactions between best friends.

One of the most significant aspects of this experience was learning to engage the gift of imagination in prayer. At first, I was hesitant. I had always believed that prayer required a strict discipline of focusing only on God, without the involvement of images or inner scenes. However, through the guidance given during Christara, I came to understand that, when rightly ordered, imagination can serve as a powerful aid to contemplation. And it sure did!
In this way, prayer became more real and personal for me. In those moments, I was able to be more present with the Lord. Using my imagination helped me focus more deeply, becoming aware not only of Jesus, but also of the communion of angels and saints, reminding me that I am never alone in my journey of faith.

Following this encounter, I began to practice Tapping more regularly, though not always daily. At times, I did Tapping by listening to the audio available on YouTube and Spotify, and at other times, I did it on my own. Slowly, I began to notice a quiet transformation within me. I found myself growing in patience and gentleness, striving to reflect more of the virtues of Christ in my daily interactions. I also experienced a greater freedom in letting go of burdens that I once held onto tightly.
Central to this,Tapping has helped me have the grace to surrender. Each time I entered into Tapping, I was able to consciously place my whole self—body, mind, and spirit—before the Lord, offering Him my thoughts, struggles, and weaknesses. In a very personal way, I experienced the power from being cleansed and renewed and washed by the Precious Blood of Jesus. Though there were moments of distraction, and even times when I grew weary or fell asleep, the Lord continued to work quietly within me.

Gradually, my heart was also transformed in the way I perceived life’s difficulties. I began to grow in gratitude—not only for blessings, but also for trials. I recall a time of unrest within my home, when anxiety overwhelmed me. I struggled to find peace, lost sleep, and even fell into self-blame. Yet, in the midst of that turmoil, the next day as I did Tapping, I surrendered myself, my family and that situation to the Lord and entrusted it to be washed by His Precious Blood. After that, I experienced a deep and abiding calm. From that moment on, whenever those memories resurfaced, I brought them again before Jesus, and each time, He granted me peace. This does not mean that my life is without challenges. On the contrary, difficulties remain a part of my daily life. However, I have come to see them differently. Each trial has become an invitation to draw closer to Christ—to unite my struggles with His and to trust more deeply in His providence. In this sense, even suffering has taken on a redemptive meaning.

Tapping has also awakened within me the ability to pray and intercede for others. During one saturday, as I attended the weekend tapping, I initially felt burdened and heavy. But by the time we surrendered and washed with the Blood of Jesus, I felt much lighter. And I vividly remember that during the time of intercession, certain individuals came to my mind, including one of my cousins. As I prayed for them, I felt prompted to reach out and ask if they had any prayer requests. Afterward, I did so. My cousin later expressed how much that simple message had meant to her, and that moment brought me great joy.

In many small but significant ways, Tapping has deepened my spiritual life. It is no longer merely a practice, but a personal encounter with Jesus Christ. In it, I bring to Him the details of my daily life—my joys, my struggles, my weaknesses, and my hopes, and what’s more beautiful is that I can even complain to Him in such a way I talk to my best friends. It has taught me the importance of forgiveness, the beauty of gratitude, and the call to grow in holiness by imitating Christ.

I do not claim to be perfect. There are still days of dryness, days when prayer feels difficult, days when I don’t even want to do anything and days when I fail to remain faithful. Yet, even in these moments, I hold onto one truth: the Lord is always present. He receives me as I am, and in His mercy, He continues to renew and restore me.

If there is one thing I have come to believe with certainty and conviction, it is this: the Lord never turns away a heart that comes to Him in surrender. If He has done this in my life, He can surely do the same for anyone.
Therefore, do not be afraid to come before Him. Come as you are, with all your burdens, your wounds, and your weaknesses, and place them at His feet. For as Scripture assures us, “Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you” (1 Peter 5:7).